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28 February 2010

Welcome to my life - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life



and it dies.
24 February 2010

She'd said it.

That word.

She'd said it and admitted.

Now i'm dying.

I'm dead.

I'm lying on the verge of collapsing.

Like a see-saw.

Just one word.

And an ocean of misery and despair

washes over me,

leaving me drenched in hopelessness,

filled with sadness,

standing alone in the aftermath

of that tsunami.

No one can help me,

no one can squeeze me dry.

Nothing can soak up

the moisture left inside.

No shower can stop

the oncoming disease.

Every single cell shatters

and fractures.

Every strand of hair

hurts to the core.

It's bleeding.

It's all bleeding.

The last tear falls,

and the world collapses.


17 February 2010

Hi.

Am doing poop-ish SRP project.

On google docs. :)

I realise that sometimes people look at you funny when you say something wrong.

It's like someone asks you when's lunch and you say it's in the afternoon when what he/she really means is what time. And this was done not sarcastically.

But it's not your fault.

It's not like you're Edward Cullen who can read minds.

So. You wont know what poop is going on in other people's head's and what poop they're thinking.

OHGOSH.

Someone just said someone will take care of HER forever. :O

So yeah.

Dont give me that what-the-heck-did-you-just-say-that-was-totally-no-link look.

Cause if you dont make yourself clear, I WONT CARE.

Gosh. Life sucks man. :(

WHY THE HELL CANT PEOPLE JUST SAY WHAT THEY'RE THINKING ?!

no wait.

that's not a good idea.

"Hey how's it going?"

"Gosh you're fat"

"WHAT ?!"

Lol.


maybe it's true, that i can't live without you.


13 February 2010

ohmegawd i feel so guilty after reading SK (L) 's blog.

Cause me name was mentioned many many times. :D


AHH.

Yeays.

Just back from aunt house - the visit lifted my spirits.

Am doing drama journal cover. :D

Whee Whee.

As you can guess, something happened.

BUT I'M NOT GONNA SAYSAYSAY.

wahahaha.

seeing drama blog and seeing SK's tag made me HAPPYHAPPY ! :]

Yay, i'm all smiley agains.

-Clapclap.

if you notice i've been updating alot today. cause i'm bored.

YEAYYEAYYEAY tomorrow can go collect angbaos. :D $-eyed. $.$

random bloghopping now.

why hopping ? why not jumping skipping running flying.

oh i love flying.

okay. I'M RANDOM BLOGFLYING NOW. :D

Remember people. Mayday rocks.

BYE POOPIES.



Hello.

Am feeling better today.

Maybe cause no school.

Roar, life is poop.

Was surfing random stuff on google.

I searched Romeo and Juliet.

Act one.

I saw this really nice "poem" in the script.

Yeah.

Here goes.

My only love sprung from my only hate!
Too early seen unknown and known too late !
Prodigious birth of love it is to me,
That I must love a loathed enemy.


It's just from the poem that everyone can see what exactly was happening :

"My only love sprung from my only hate!"

:O ! Juliet fell in
love with Romeo ! Yet, he was the son of her family's enemy.

"Too early seen unknown and known too late!"

Um, i'm not very sure about this line. I know that Juliet's feeling regretful that she made friends with Romeo too early, fell in love with him too early, but realised that he was her family's enemy too too late.

So chim.

"Prodigious birth of love it is to me,"

Is this line supposed to be sarcastic ? Cause it might be, considering that she is calling her love of Romeo "prodigious". How can you say the love of one's enemy as wonderful ? D:

"That I must love a loathed enemy."

This further proves my theory of the line being sarcastic. I think. Since she knows that Romeo is a "loathed enemy", she knows that loving him is forbidden. I think.


ROAR. This is my somehow stupid analysis of the poem.

I'm sorry if I offended you, Mr. Shakesphere. I come in peace.

HELLOHELLO. PLEASE DON'T THINK THAT I'M SHOWING OFF OR WHATEVER.
I'm just trying to tell you a fantastic poem.

And my somewhat stupid analysis.

Huh.

Tag > If you think i'm wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong.


Yeah. that's it.

You can stop reading already.

Um. hello. It's over yeah.




















Yoyo, it's over dude. Stop reading already.



you're really stubborn aren't you ? Okay fine. i'm getting outta here.


Wrong.

i regret saying that i wont be sad and miserable. cause i am.

yeahyeah, today Chinese new year, really really fun, concert was booms and all.

but i feel empty.

Soul-less.

Mindlessly being manipulated.

Not in an overpowering way.

Not in an overwhelming wave.

Just controlled.

Calm and collected.

Yet, strong.

Focused.

I feel detached.

Mind and body.

Separated.

Is it that powerful ?

It's foreign, right ?

Wrong.

It's close. So close.

Yet so far.

Focused yet distracted.

Detached yet connected.

Separated yet together.

Contradicting.


&HELLO
the girl next door


AMELIA[[:
I'm an average human girl. I eat to live and live to eat. I've existed since 1stNOV1996.

Canberrian; ExcellenceONE
Andersonian; 1/5'o92/5'1o. :)

maybe life sucks for me, maybe life rocks. but anyway, SHITHAPPENS, and i dont care either way.

NOMUSICNOLIFE. DRAMAISLOVE.

I love falling asleep while listening to the radio. :D

I love sitting in a corner and reading a good book. :D

I love bananas ! As in the fruit. :D

I love myself. Do you ?


&CHATTER
scream out loud

&GOODBYE
you're on your way

BOLDS Are my diediesista&brotha :D <3
AFIQ:DD GLADYS:DD MAYDAYpage:DDD MEIYU:DD NATALIE:] PRASAAD RONICE:DDD SANTHINI:DD SEC2DRAMA:DD SIOKKHENG:DDD SIYIN:DDD SORAYA:DD TERSHIEN:DD UMA:DD WINGYU:D XIANHUI:D YUYAN:DD ZHIYI:DD ZILEI:DD

&REMEMBER
gone with the wind

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&APPRECIATES
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